Hey ya'll, I'm back!! Not that any of you missed me lol, thought it was about time to update this wonderful journal of mine. It's been awhile since last update, since before spring break if anyones counting but let me see if I can sum up all thats happened since then.... hmmm.....

    During sb(spring break for all ya'll who are dull), I slept and did a little over-haul on how I do my work and life. I wouldnt say self-changing but it came close. It was mostly uneventful except when I went to Tampa where I spent some time with my sick gramps and little cuzs. I met up with some old friends and watched my aunt get drunk on tequila at her 40th b-da (I would say it was a good reason for her to get drunk haha). Then I came home, missing all of the activities with all my good friends here in Palm Beach.

    School started again and it's been dull and boring as always. However a weird thing has been happening... My grades have been picking up and I've been called a smart and good student more than once (scary I kno). I think these meds have been doing some good finally but the prescriptions being changed and god help u all if I become a zombie, randy might have some competition in some classes if he's not careful (doubt that'll ever happen, not in his league.

    I've been getting better at being a student and I think now a better person but I was little down since I havent been able to hang out with my friends so much (financial reasons... I need a job!), hated missing prom but it couldnt be helped, sigh, theres always next yr. I'm still on the hunt for the perfect lady (not literally a perfect girl but one thats perfect for me), had some disappointments but now single again and now that I've had a few realizations about this subject I think I can do better. Happy for ya jon, treat her right and gl to ya.

    Well I gots to be getting a going but I hope to update this thing more regulary but at suncoast who knos. I also plan on changing the layout, I still like this one but its been on for awhile and needs a change. Tomorrow I'll be going to ASA (Asian something Association), yea seems like just for asians but I was invited, hooray for the token white guy, wonder what they'll say when I run for one of the officers positions lol? I'll be running for offices in several clubs, wish me gl... please.... I kno I'm dumb but I'll do a good job... I promise haha. But more for tomorrow, I leave u with an icon I stole from jon, since I can't find better at the moment, (thanks sucka)

   I just find it amazing that even after I miss so much school the teachers are still bending over backwards to let me make up stuff or do extra credit. I kno I'm lovable but DAMN this is almost too much. Of course now that I've said it they'll go skitso on me like so many other ppl I kno.

  But just to piss them off some more I left about half way through school. No I wasnt sick but I was getting tested to see if I was mentally insane... They dont want me going Silence of the Lambs on ppl at skool lol. No ur lord and master was getting tested for ADD(well considering the ppl at our school we all have it. Seems I do and now I get to take this nice little pill each day before school. Why must they treat everything with pills now a day. Especially since the side-effects are often worse then the problem. But thats just my ranting, besides I wanted the meds to make me focus.

   Well I need to focus and get my white ass back to work on that make up work, so I'll talk to ya lata, peace

   O what a week it has been.... thank god its over, wasnt the best week but certainly wasnt the worst I've ever had. But the important thing is its over and the next looms up ahead like a storm... and what a storm it will be if I dont manage to get all my work done (thank coast for that).

  What I wouldnt give to be in a different school for a bit, mine is just so...not me... I have plenty of friends there sure but no matter how hard I try, I just cant seem to be myself there or just fit in. Well thats life and thank goodness summer is coming up, hopefully I'll have my chance to do some soul-searching and finally get to kno who I am.

    Yea seems a stupid thing not to kno who u are, but I cant help it, I just dont kno. Other ppl worry bout such things like spring fling dance or other stupid s*it, when all I can try to do is not go crazy from all this frustration. Well explaining myself wont help here so I'll get back to the "real" world.

   Like I said before, hopefully I can get all my work done and have enough time to relax before the grind begins anew, and find that one that I want, I kno shes out there somewhere (hopeless romantic). But all I can think of to bs at the moment so I bid thee farewell and see ya again soon

                                                                                   -Peace

Hey ppl, its me again, here to update on the life of a seeker, however dull it may seem at the moment. Today was pretty good, had a LTM allowing me to sleep in. Stayed after for HAC, hands across campus (or as Jon calls it Hard Ass Cunts) painting the mural on the wall. So far all we have done is clean the wall and paint the primer, heres some pics of our high and mighty officers doing the do...

               Our esteemed Prez Roxanne                  The slave VP Bobo

 The all important seeker couldnt possibly hope to be seen doing such lowly work, I was supervising their great cleaning skills, lol. However today was not one of my best days as I was looking like I was high on something... life I supose

                                                The All Important Seeker  

                     (pic provided by that bastard Jon... love ya man haha j/p)

Well After that I had to rush to my TKD class (Tae Kwon Doe, for all the ppl not up on the lingo), pretty good but no sparring, and we had a friend of mine pass out from the heat... they really need to turn on those fans in the room b/c its crazy hot in there sometimes even with the door open. But thankfully she was okay in the end, but scaring some of us along the way. Well thats all I got to say since I gotta get my butt to work and watching sv.  ~Peace out